your light will shine when all else fades
Thursday, April 5, 2007 @ 9:08 PM
looking back at all my entries, i realised i tend to get vague about the stuff i write down. i cant help it though, because i visualised everything. but sometimes i do get abit upset when i really really really want to put it down in words. its not about the vocabulary thing its more about how am i going to phrase it till its really what it is. like the exact events that happened.
been nursing a fever after i got home from yesterday. aches all over the body, major headaches, tetchy mood. couldnt sleep well at all the whole night. i was either radiating heat or coolness when i didnt cover up with my blanket. had to get up all the time to walk to the kitchen in a daze and wobbly legs to get some water to hydrate myself. ended falling asleep on the sofa in the hall while holding the cup of water which i later manage to upset it all over myself and start a shivering fit. had to change my clothes and clean up the mess i made before going back to bed. it was around 5.45am in the morning where everyone is still almost sleeping soundly in their lovely dreams. so much for a good night sleep.
forced myself to wake up to ask mum where is the fever med and throw a couple of them up my throat and went back to sleep. feeling so much better right now, considering i have to work tomorrow. still a tad hot to the touch but looking on the bright side, maybe i will be feeling alright when i wake up tomorrow! lucky i'm only working till 5pm.