your light will shine when all else fades
Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 8:17 PM
Was wandering about in Ngee Ann basement food section where I saw Eileen and Danny. Been some time since I saw this two lovebirds. They have been going on strong for about 4 years now and are still so sweet and lovey-dovey towards each other.
A typical relationship nowadays usually last about a year or less before both parties finally call it quits due to certain reasons like the feeling is lost or whatsoever. Alot of people are usually surprised when they question one about how long they have been in the relationship when the answer they get is more then 2 years. Why do people go "wow" nowadays when they hear its has been more then 2 years? Is it because of envy or are they calculating the hours the 2 parties spent with each other?
Anyway, the first thing Danny said was:
"Are you alone?"
Nod head. "Yup"
"Why you always alone one??"
"Where got???"
"That time Jeramey also saw you at Plaza Sing alone"
Looks at Eileen and back at Danny and said "Alone got wrong meh??"
Eileen " Ya lo, being alone got nothing wrong what...."
haha!
hmm.. its not by choice that I want to be alone. Just that I happen to have an appointment in around that area in the morning. And I wanted to get something to bite on before taking the train to school to meet up with Bing Hua to study together.
That time at plaza sing starbucks was also not by choice. I was waiting for the Motorola Service Centre to open at 11am.
But what is so weird about being alone sometime? Isnt it the time to enjoy a little adriana to adriana time alone without having to think about anything else except herself? Isnt it time to let her breathe a little and gather her thoughts about before she burst with all the random thoughts that cross her mind all the time?
Having friends doesnt mean you have to really hang around them 24/7. Having them around 24/7 might make you not appreciating their presence as you will have at some point of time gotten use to them and will actually cause you to act flippantly around them, hurting them in the process.
Seeing my friends, especially the choir people, a few times every week makes me appreciate them even more. Makes me wish that the day doesnt end so quickly so that I can spend even more time with them and enjoy the time together because I know that I wont be seeing them the next day or something like that.
Today time was not spent productively. Wasted lots of time moving around school library and moberly to find a place for 2 to study conductively. Gave up looking for a place and head down to Holland Village to study at one of the many cafes there. Everywhere is just so crowded. Finally settled down at Hagen Daz and by the time we orientate ourselves, its around 5pm. Studied for awhile and asked her some questions for my math thingy and calculated how much we must score for this exams to pass the module. Damn pathetic when I looked at how much I have to achieve.
Going to slack around for awhile before I go and mug for my thursday paper which is also my first paper.
Gargh, was talking to Wei De about cameras and then I told him that I actually went out alone with the borrowed camera from Kenneth who loaned it from school to take pictures.
[] says (9:16 PM):
ALONE
["~adriana~"] says (9:16 PM):
i think a few weeks back ba
["~adriana~"] says (9:16 PM):
yup
[] says (9:16 PM):
u siao ar
["~adriana~"] says (9:16 PM):
haha
hmm, its not like you can actually find someone who will walked with you for hours doing nothing except walking under the hot sun and maybe chat alitte bit here and there and just basically look at you do stuff. Who wants to spend their sunday like that except me? *wrinkles nose*