Sunday, June 24, 2007 @ 9:07 PM
"And so I walked on...
But still... she was the only thing on my mind...
Till someone pulled my arm...
That was when things hit me... it was my girlfriend...
And as she pulled me away...
I arched and turned to look back...
At that beautiful face...
At that lovely smile...
At her...
And right there and then...
My heart stopped...
For my eyes did not play tricks on me...
I saw her face...
And it was etched...
With pain...
And as I was tugged beyond sight of her...
I felt dread... and grief...
For the rest of the day...
My heart was empty..."
Quoted from "In view of recent events..." by Kenneth.
I'm not really supposed to be doing this right now. Should be mugging for my tomorrow paper which I have barely started on. But.. This is much more fun as compared to mugging.
Out of nowhere, a pair of fair arms reached out.
As slender and as fair as it could possibly be.
I followed the movement of the arms. ..
The slightest "o" was formed
Reality sets in..
I turned away
Pushing my way blindly through the crowd of students that was passing by
Greeted by insults for the relentless pushing against the current.
I headed straight for the toilet..
Where in the mirror,
I saw her tears rolled down silently.
Her fingers touched my face,
Her widened eyes was surprised with what I was looking at..
Tears..
Who was he that could reduced me to this form?
He was just a complete stranger..
Yet.. I felt like I had known him for all my life..
A sense of deja vu..
I squared up my shoulders
With a defiance shake of my hair,
I walked out with my head lifted up high
As if nothing have ever happened,
This....
This was what I am good at..
Or so I believe
Hiding my emotions from my physical being.
But underneath all,
There is only one thought that was coursing through..
I had given my heart away..
To him..